Somewhere to rant

I'm here on my bed trying to sleep, I promised love to sleep early, but well. School is at 8am later and I wish I could give it a miss but its only second week of school. Its been damn long since I felt this way. I feel so hopeless in something I thought I can do well in.

I wish I can take it easy, don't get so stressed up over it, but I just can't and Idk why. I tried not to think about it, but everytime I made contact with it, the same feeling came back. I don't want to disappoint people and I can't back out now. I just hope I can do what I can, and stop thinking so much about it. For once, I hope 11:11 wishes come true.

I shall spend my afternoon, giving myself a break and chilling over at some cafe on my own. I think I need it this time.

Happy first november! Here goes my busy month.

Ineedahug.