Back in a piece,

My laptop is as good as new now, but good for it to be back. I will take double care of you now okay! (hugs and send kisses)

Anyway, im really glad of all the people around me. Bf, FO, 9mon, my cousins. Idk why, but without them, i really dont think i survived till then. I think its the start of this year, i started to have suicide thoughts. No joke, its my first time ever in my life. I blame it on growing up. The thought of being 18 really scares me, not looking forward to it. Cus being 18 means more responsibly, no more kiddy thinkings. All those i enjoy doing, i cant do that much anymore, im halfway thru being an adult.

I really hope i wont take anyone for granted anymore. Bf have been the nicest guy on earth for the past 3months, its not a good thing that im depending more and more on him everyday. He helped me with school, with my laptop, with my phone. <3. Felicia ong have also been another awesome friend i realised how much i cannot live without. Cus she is always the first one to talk to me whenever i tweet something sad. (Sorry for not replying your bbm! But i will start learning to try).

I think i really need a new year resolutions. First, everything needs to try. Second, learn not to feel awkward to every single day. (unnecessary) Third, not take things for granted. Fourth, pluck out my courage to do what i think is the right way. Fifth, minimise hating and bitching.(it never did me any good. proven.)

Okay, i hope this helps. 2011 will be ..... a tough year.