Sick of everythinggggggggggggg else,

Know whattttttttttttttttt. Im tired. SERIOUSLY. Physically and mentally. Im sick of getting sick, im sick of crying, im sick of worrying minor things, im sick of dealing with same problems over and over again. Im sick of everything. Im going to just let myself do what i want. Not much people really understands anyway, cus i cant explain.

Sometimes i kind of suspect i've got depression myself. But i dont think its so easily to get depressed right. Yah, right. Yup, i think im okay. Other than my life suck so much right now i cant even describe. Relationship wise, im great. Friends and others major thing in life right now suck. Why is everything so hard to understand? Why are people so hard to understand?

Just because i dont say/explain/whatever doesnt mean there is nothing wrong/im not thinking about problems that exist. Okay, i do tend to ignore/avoid. Hmm, i dont even know what im talking about. But yah, whatever. I dont think im going to update here often, maybe happy thoughts/days/feelings. So bye!